I feel these words inside me begging to be let out and I can't. I don't know what they are and I don't think I want to.

I can sense them escaping through my eyes and through my skin and I'm so scared they are going to leave me and I'm not going to be able to get them back.

My morals are coming back and all I feel are brown eyes and soft skin and hip bones boring into my mind. They're begging those words to come out and they're forming a secret pact without me.